Recently

Recently, my life somehow did not add up …
I had to quit my job, my boyfriend left me because he fall in love with his young blonde colleague. Overweight interfered with feeling beautiful. There was nothing good in life…

Decided that it was time for me to get drunk alone, I went to the store for wine.
And suddenly I saw him! Tall, muscular and handsome, he walked towards me. In a snow-white T-shirt, soft expensive shoes on bare feet, pulled back with dark curly hair he was as a model from a luxary brand video advertisement! It was my former classmate and neighbor Ben! He was walking with his new dog, a three months puppy. The golden fur of the retriever shimmered like a golden brocade in the sun.

He has changed a lot. I have not seen him for few years. He lost weight, build muscles, the work of a good sports coach was really visible.
His soft blue suede expensive shoes looked as they were from a window of an expensive boutique.

It was stress …. Even greater stress happened to me when he recognized me in an old t-shirt, going for wine, to get drunk in the evening from a difficult life …

I had never such feelings. It can’t be worse again …

We chatted about this and that and I asked what is the name of his dog.
He said – Ips. I was surprised. It’s a weird name for a dog.
And he told the story that he came to the store some time ago to choose a monitor. He could not choose, because he really needed the best IPS monitor like here, on the whole planet! And a handsome consultant helped him to make a choice. And since my neighbor unexpectedly (for me) turned out to be gay…. they began dating and now live happily together, almost a year! They remember their first meeting so, when they bought a dog, they decided to perpetuate their first meeting in the name of the puppy! And gave it a name – IPS !!!!! LOL.

And what about me? I bought 2 bottles of wine and drunk myself blind.
Life is difficult……